DeepInsideMyHeart

Wednesday, 1 June 2011

Working Life

Currently work at Poh Kong at Jaya Jusco.
learn at lot of things at there.
start from the most basic things such as serve the drinks,
-arrange the stocks(sounds easy but is THOUGH!)
-remember which stock should put at which place, is difficult to memorize all since the place is huge(poh kong at jj is the largest branch in Msia,)
-learn the Poh Kong language, Chinese words,
-category of gold and white gold
-how to write order, trade in, repair,
-gold test
and so on...
I have to settle gold part, only by that they will teach me the others such as diamond, jade, zircon , pearl, stones..hope can get as much knowledge as I can...hehe

Today, I met a customer, 2 ladies and a child.
they looking for diamond ring. Her child said want go to toilet
her mom ask me to bring him go to toilet...(adui, kid wont cincai go out with a stranger ma!)
he don't want me to bring him go, so guess what her mom do????
Poh Kong always serve customer mineral water when they enter, so his mom use that mineral water bottle to.....................
OK, that's fine for me, because he is a kid ma, mana tau, she ask me: 小姐，帮我拿去丢下~
my godness.!!! So DISGUSTING OK! imagine i take the mineral water bottle full with urine!!!
I bring it to kitchen, my colleague 傻眼 at there...T.T

Friday, 13 May 2011

Failure

你真失败
两年前说要学好韩语
每次都是三分钟热度

几时才要学好韩语呢...?

Friday, 6 May 2011

Release

05.05.2011
The day I finished my 2nd semester examination, which means, 1st year of my Uni life ended.
Went skating with the "8gua gossip group." Have a nice day with them. I Will Miss U All Seriously.
During the 2 week of exam, they often call me from downstairs while i am in the room. almost everyday breakfast, lunch, dinner & supper..they will call "Christine, or lat fu , love, 丽婉，ding ding, ke li shi ding" and so on...

Back to real life. 4 months of Holidays, how am i going to spend this 4 months? i don't know.
Hunting for a good job now...i Need a good job, but how? i don't know.
promoter? sales assistants? That's too meaningless for me..really need a job that can give me good experience, gain knowledge..

*pray..

Next,
I wanna shout out loud.. I am very 幸福 ~
why i say so?
may be i grow older perhaps??? looking things in different perspective really change my life sometimes.

以前的我很爱吃但为了减肥都不敢吃就算吃了也会很内疚
现在的我很很爱吃但不会再去顾虑那么多
外表身材其实没有想象中的那么重要
体弱又多病的我才发现健康&快乐才是最重要！希望这不会太迟~
所以要吃得开心吃得健康！

以前的我总爱比较永远都不满意自己任何一方面
对自己超没自信觉得自己太差劲
现在学会爱自己
爱自己自然就会有自信心
比以前看开了很多

希望以后的我可以保持这样的态度
这样的我比较快乐！

Tuesday, 19 April 2011

以友情的名义爱着一个人

当我走在街上，
偶然碰见和恋人一起走的你，
我的眼睛不经意的看到幸福的那两个人牵的手，
也要毫不在意地笑一笑；
因为正在以友情的名义爱着一个人，
必须学会忍耐，
然后，
可以在背后偷偷地流一滴泪。

2、
在商店的橱窗里看见了你喜欢的一些东西，
只能视而不见。
如果还是忍不住想送给你，
也要这样说：
“这是本来想送给别人的，还是给你了。”
其实根本没有想到别人，
只为你买了那些东西。
如果正在以友情的名义爱着一个人，
必须这样做，
然后，
可以在背后偷偷地流两滴泪。

3、
听到你病了的消息，
也要和周围的朋友一样，
只能担心一点点，
只一点点。
其实，
很想知道你哪里疼，
怎么疼，
很想分担你的痛苦，
心如刀割，
焦急，
但是还是要装着泰然。
如果正在以友情的名义爱着一个人，
必须这样做，
然后，
可以在背后偷偷地流三滴泪。

4、
有些时候，
或者在呼吸的每一个瞬间，
都在想念你，
也要忍住。
即使很想很想你的时候，
也只能用声音代替这份相思苦，
也要安慰自己这是你的声音。
如果这样也不足，
那么也只能以不成逻辑的名义约你出来，
解这份相思苦。
如果正在以友情的名义爱着一个人，
必须要学会忍耐，
然后，
可以在背后偷偷地流四滴泪。

5、
有一句话很想对你说，
我爱你。
这一句不长的话，
很想要自己亲口传递给你的话，
不应该在不经意的时候说出来。
即使这样也忍不住说的时候，
也要用听不懂的外语开玩笑似的带过去。
如果正在以友情的名义爱着一个人，
必须要学会忍耐，
然后，
可以在背后偷偷地流五滴泪。

有些时候，
成为对难以接受我们的爱情的人不能给予爱情，
只能利用友谊的名义继续留在他\她身边的人之一。
我不是不知道，
可又无奈。
虽然我想为你微笑无数次......

*Copy&Paste..... Meaningful~

Saturday, 16 April 2011